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all this shit is pouring down the drain
the once great thing i had is gone forever
but who the hell is the one to blame
i cried so many tears; could fill up an ocean
the rest of me is lying here; gasping for air
in the cold cruel world we call earth
but one thing i know is this shit will go
and in the end, in the end ill never regret myself
(Chorus)
you bitch, you hater, fuck you, see you later
what the hell, give up?, not yet!!!
Running through this part of life,
Fighting through this bull shit I call life!!
Im crippled in my own concept of love and hate,
desperate to be someone I will never be,
Calling out the ones i dont need for me,
pushing away to ones who will stick by me to the end
Taking in chemicals, taking it off my mind,
this fucked up shit ive caused this fucked up shit ive done,
so what will I do now? who will i run too?
yall wanna help me but your making it worse
(Chorus)
you bitch, you hater, fuck you, see you later
what the hell, give up?, not yet!!!
Running through this part of life,
Fighting through this bull shit I call life!!
make it worse, alright, can get better than this
fucking it up, alright, and this is it
(Chorus)
you bitch, you hater, fuck you, see you later
what the hell, give up?, not yet!!!
Running through this part of life,
Fighting through this bull shit I call life!!
the rest of me is lying here; gasping for air
in the cold cruel world we call earth
but one thing i know is this shit will go
and in the end, in the end ill never regret myself
Whats it gonna take to get you away from me,
To tell you no, to let you know if this is how its gonna be,
I said no more to you once and now you are so real mature,
Get oughta my face turn around and walk away,
(Chorus)
Some people dont know when to stop,
So lets take a second and reflect on what you've got,
Your going down and your not coming back,
But you will climb and make me feel small,
I will never let this happen anymore,
You might have the gun but I'm calling the shots,
I might have been crazy and not thinkin straight when I first saw you,
But after awhile I realized you will never be what I want,
So your telling people things they don't wanna hear and things that are messed up,
And so you think you can have me back with the way you act,
(Chorus)
Some people dont know when to stop,
So lets take a second and reflect on what you've got,
Your going down and your not coming back,
But you will climb and make me feel small,
I will never let this happen anymore,
You might have the gun but I'm calling the shots,
Go around messing around with other girls,
I will try to warn them but they wont understand,
Oh, what a great first impression you do on them,
But they will come to there senses every now and then,
(Chorus)
Some people dont know when to stop,
So lets take a second and reflect on what you've got,
Your going down and your not coming back,
But you will climb and make me feel small,
I will never let this happen anymore,
You might have the gun but I'm calling the shots,
Whats it gonna take to get you away from me,
To tell you no, to let you know if this is how its gonna be,
This time I have the gun and I'm calling the shots
I've been thinking a thousand thoughts,
About what to say to you,
But I guess it comes,
Biting me in the ass, yet again,
I actually thought we were going to have it,
The way I was in your arms,
You were holding me so tight,
Like I was your precious pearl,
But now that I know,
Now that I know,
(Chorus)
It will never happen again,
Only in my dreams,
All the moments we had,
Dieing memories,
But I guess its over,
This is over,
But I can still see,
In this fantasy,
I wonder what you would say,
If I layed it on the line,
I bet you will just take it,
And never give it back,
What if I didn't talk to you,
Would you even care?
I really want to talk to you,
But I think you don't care,
But now that I know,
Now that I know,
(Chorus)
It will never happen again,
Only in my dreams,
All the moments we had,
Dieing memories,
But I guess its over,
This is over,
But I can still see,
In this fantasy,
What if this is all a dream,
The way you held me? A dream.
The way you talked with me? A dream.
It cant be!
It isnt !
I want it to happen again!
(Chorus)
It will never happen again,
Only in my dreams,
All the moments we had,
Dieing memories,
But I guess its over,
This is over,
But I can still see,
In this fantasy,
One of those day you look out your window and say,
hey, hello earth and the beautiful sky,
hello love, hello my life,
I open up my window and see something new,
Everyday is something brand new,
Feeling the softy, steady breeze upon my skin,
Reminding me, I'm only human,
I wake up; put on my makeup,
Wishing to reach the stars one day,
I will slip up; then I will grip up,
Making mistakes takes me half the way,
Ohhh, love love love,
Me today
Relaxing on the grass, listening to the world,
Loving life for what its worth,
Living life, through its worse,
I stop and smell the roses when I get the chance,
Most day Im in a crazy hurry,
I forgive and forget; forget about the past,
Living fresh, free and easy everyday,
I wake up; put on my makeup,
Wishing to reach the stars one day,
I will slip up; then I will grip up,
Making mistakes takes me half the way,
Ohhh, love love love,
Me today
Take me for what I'm worth,
Take me for who I am,
Dont let people bring you down,
Dont let me bring you down,
I wake up; put on my makeup,
Wishing to reach the stars one day,
I will slip up; then I will grip up,
Making mistakes takes me half the way,
I will let it go; I will take control,
Knowing what to do and when is key
Ohhh, love love love,
Me today
As I am today..
(Intro)
I see my reflection,
In the mirror,
My ressurection,
Is my fear,(fear, fear fear)
I feel grey,
Am I okay?
Push away,
Without delay,
Lovely and mature,
I'm not so sure...
I need a cure,
Cuz I feel insecure,
(Pre-Chorus)
My chest is too small,
I'm too tall,
My stomachs not flat,
I'm too fat!
(Chorus)
I see my reflection,
In the mirror,
My ressurection,
Is my fear,
I want perfection,
Make it dissapear,
Its a collection,
Need to, persever
Negotiate,
My fate,
The hate,
This mental state,
I havent won,
It's just begun,
I wanna run,
It's overdone,
(Pre-Chorus)
My chest is too small,
I'm too tall,
My stomachs not flat,
I'm too fat!
(Chorus)
I see my reflection,
In the mirror,
My ressurection,
Is my fear,
I want perfection,
Make it dissapear,
Its a collection,
Need to, persever
I feel a-fool,
Its so cruel, (uh,uh)
My golden rule,
The days,
My phase,
In a haze,
Portrays(ay,ay,ays)
(Chorus)
I see my reflection,
In the mirror,
My ressurection,
Is my fear,
I want perfection,
Make it dissapear,
Its a collection,
Need to,
See my reflection,
My ressurection,
I want perfection,
Its a collection,
(Chorus)
I see my reflection,
In the mirror,
My ressurection,
Is my fear,
I want perfection,
Make it dissapear,
Its a collection,
Need to, persever
(Pre-Chorus)
My chest is too small,
I'm too tall,
My stomachs not flat,
I'm too fat!
Life's to short to live it like some country song..
